a year

I feel like a good year is coming made of changes I have been afraid to consider or procrastinated in making. Life is raw, soft, scabby, and absolutely marvelous. Amazing how much we can learn in a lifetime.

Team Work

What does team work mean to you?

I realized recently that the term "team work" only becomes relevant and important when the other members of the team's input and work is USEFUL to your own productivity, effectiveness, accomplishments and goals, or else there's not much need or desire to complain about the lack of "team work".

Oh, the selfish gene!

I was elated about a colleague of mine who got elected as a parks board representative today I didn't give a shit that she hasn't been doing her job at all lately because of the campaign. Mostly, it is because her department doesn't affect mine much. I felt extremely happy for her and bathed myself in her positive energy and excitement. But I wonder what I would feel like if my daily work is co-dependent on hers.

change

I have always been somewhat of a wanderlust, believing firmly that we are meant to see as much of this world as we possibly can in our lifetime, and at different phases and stages of life so that we can comprehend how subjective change really is. And perhaps more honestly, it is because I crave new understanding of myself and perceive that I can reinvent myself more easily and freely when I am transient. This perception is not true in reality of course.

I am intrigued to find out what makes me afraid to reinvent myself now.