Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Cold plagued

But happy, even in the rain! There's something to say about being mindless but at the same time, mindful. Silence is beautiful, so is going back to the pure simplicity of life. I am not sure how to explain it, it feels like I am riding on a wave of ripples, each carrying me to the next, vibrating, expanding. It's good, that's all I know:)

Bliss.

And finished the Pre and post program activity writeups today too!

Mehhhhhhhhh, signing out.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Eww, cold:(

I got a cold! Grossly sick - Cold-fx is trying hard to work its magic, be it placebo or otherwise. The burlesque show was a-ok, some good skits, but audience pretty much was in a coma all throughout, yikes, maybe they need one of those pacemakers with electrodes attached to somewhere in their frontal lobe? Anyhow, KAW has been crazy, or maybe I am just too much of a workaholic. Really like spending time with doodle, syncing it in;) His dubbing for Droo is hilirous - I think he has a career in puppetry some day, in all honesty!;) I'm reminding myself to be Here with myself - do what I can, enjoy all that are with me. Sometimes, it's easy to forget - especially when fear is involved.

Here's the mouse piece for today:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond imagination. It is our light more than our darkness which scares us. We ask ourselves – who are we to be brilliant, beautiful, talented, and fabulous. But honestly, who are you to not be so?

-Marianne Williamson in Return to Love

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Argh, so cold today. But got lots done - and I am finally gonna have a phone that won't scew up on me (hopefully). Totally get the importance of "organization" now, gives me a clear head! Hope the coke-spilling, traffic congesting, credit card losing days will be NO MORE!

Was on the bus yesterday, coming back from doodle's, and suddenly thought of the Chinese phrase for "going to work". In Mandarin, it is "Shang Ban" - which in literal translation means "climb class". Interesting thought, I figure.

Here's my mouse piece for today:

Change is what happens when the pain of holding on
becomes greater than the fear of letting go...

Freedom of choice is what you got,
Freedom from choice is what you want.

Aren't we all trying to come to terms with this all our lives - that nugget!